A Purple View

Purple. A sea of purple. A sky of purple. A twilight world. It was written that sunsets were once golden. That must have been a long time ago.

Somewhere beyond the thick, bilious clouds – it was said – there were tiny pinpricks of light called stars, like their own sun, but much, much further away. And you could distinctly see them, unlike the sun, which was hazy at the best of times.

The water churning against the shore left a froth and a slime against the rocks, but the rhythm still soothed, and the caw of the seabirds echoed timelessly, down, down through the ages… maybe as far as the stars.

Where Dreams Are Made

He had the same dream every night. Well, almost the same. It always took place in the same city – not one he recognized, though. He had a sense that this city was somehow apart from his waking world cities. Also, he himself was apart. He somehow knew that he was dreaming, or at least that he was only there temporarily and he would return to his other life – his real life, whatever that was. He didn't know his name or what his job or interests were. He knew nothing about himself, yet this didn't bother him.

He would just appear – become aware of himself – strolling down the road, sipping coffee at a cafe, sitting on a bench in the park, never bothered, feeling totally confidant in his place in this world, even if he didn't know (had he been asked) what that was. He was a happy, incognito, interloper.

Sometimes in the cafes there were news stories on the TVs or radios that played, or he listened in on other people's conversations (no shame in eavesdropping here), or there was a newspaper he'd glance through, and he learned a little about the city.

It seemed like a pretty big city with tall buildings, but he never saw what he'd call skyscrapers. There were townhomes and apartment blocks. Things seemed peaceful, though, of course, there was the occasional crime – he once saw news of a bank robbery splashed across the front of a newspaper outside a train station (the city had trains, too, and buses).

As he spent more and more of his time there, he felt the atmosphere of the city shift. The people he passed in the street looked more hurried. The cafe patrons huddled more closely together and spoke in hushed voices. The news anchors' expressions grew weary and worried. Upon waking, he could never grasp quite why. But the skies grew darker in the dream world, and it left a pall over his waking day.

The people of the dream city began to mutter of a savior, and this talk was everywhere. He had grown concerned about his second home, and he asked people, “Who is this savior?”

The people all agreed, “They are strong! And smart! They can take on any evil!” But they didn't know who it was or how they would arrive.

One day, when the sun was only as bright at midday as it was at twilight, as he slipped away from the city and up through the layers to the waking world, he thought, “Why not me?”

He considered the world he knew awaited him, but that he couldn't remember, then he turned away. He returned to city of his dreams, and he soared.

These Things Happen

When Robert went out in the morning to pick up the Sunday paper from the mailbox by the street, he found his neighbor, Kyle, standing next to his adjacent mailbox and staring across the street. Robert followed his gaze.

“My Lord!” exclaimed Robert. “Is that a shark sticking out of Benny's roof?”

“Looks like,” Kyle answered.

“Poor Benny. Do you suppose it's real?”

“Could be. It's really stiff, though. I think it's dead.”

“Do you think it's stiff from being dead, or it's been stuffed.”

Kyle sniffed the air, then answered, “It doesn't smell.”

Robert, too, took a whiff. “Probably not direct from the ocean then.”

Snorting, Kyle said, “Ocean's miles away!”

“Oh, yeah.”

They continued to stare at the shark, its entire mid-section and tail sticking, stiff as a board, straight out of the roof of Benny's house across from them.

“Do you suppose Benny knows?” asked Robert.

“Hard to miss.”

“Well, sure, hard to miss from out here. But what about inside?”

Kyle flicked his gaze briefly to Robert. “So, you think we should knock on the door and tell him?”

“Wouldn't that be the neighborly thing to do?”

The men regarded each other for a moment, then returned their gaze to the shark.

“He probably knows,” said Robert.

“Yeah,” agreed Kyle. “Probably.”

Exactly Where the Table Should Be

Don't play in that house, they said. It's dangerous – unsound – they said. But she could see its bones, and they were beautiful.

She could see the frame and joists because the house was a real mess with crumbling walls and holes in the ceiling and floors. The house was naked, no longer trying to cover itself with paint, crown moldings, and pretty wallpaper. She loved that about it.

Her favorite spot was in the former dining room where there was a big, gaping hole. She sat at the edge, feet dangling into the basement where she could see empty, rotting shelves and dust-coated mason jars. A grimy chandelier dangled loose and free from the ceiling.

She liked to imagine the parties that once took place there. The grand feasts; the painted and prettied people gathered around the long table. It wasn't a terribly large room, but the table had to be long to fit all the diners. The chandelier was new and sparkled, sending little rainbows into the darkest corners. The conversations – the laughter! It all filled her mind and made the corners of her mouth lift just a little.

On to coffee served in the parlor, or something stronger if so inclined. Couples cozy on the sofas, tête-a-têtes by the window. And everyone agreed, yes! Yes! It had been a marvelous evening, hadn't it. Can't wait to do it again. They all kissed, embraced, and went home happy.

Then they stopped coming. She didn't know why. Perhaps it was because the house started showing itself. It became harder to patch the wallpaper, to fill in the holes and paint over them. The floors were too expensive to reinforce. Gaps formed, so small at first that they were easy to ignore. Until they weren't. No one could ignore the gaping hole in the dining room floor, exactly where the table – the table long enough to accommodate everyone – should be.

This hole, where she swung her feet.

A Horse's Eye View

Humans were strange creators. They piled blankets on themselves even when the air was warm, and they huddled together for warmth even through the layers. Even surrounded by horses. It's like they remained oblivious to everything around them, too consumed by the need for warmth. Strange.

The Beach

How many grains of sand are on the beach? And how many drops of water in the Mediterranean Sea? Since the Mediterranean Sea is connected to the Atlantic Ocean, and the Atlantic to all other oceans, we may as well ask how many drops of water are there in the world? And as all land is one, we may wonder how many grains make up the planet Earth? Only Earth floats in a void detached – at least, as far as we know. Gravity tethers us to the sun. It also tethers us to the Earth, water to the oceans, to the seas, and grains of sand to the beach. A day at the beach can be the most cosmic experience of all.

Family

“Where are your keys?”

“In my pocket.”

“Where?”

“In my pocket! You're blocking the TV.”

Jackson swatted at his boyfriend Ethan, who really was blocking the TV as he dug in Jackson's pants pocket (of the pants he was wearing) for his keys.

“I can't get them while you're sitting,” Ethan complained. “Come on, we need to move the car.”

Jackson retrieved the keys from his pocket and tossed them to Ethan, asking, “Why?”

“The only spot I could find was on this side of the street. All day parking is on the other side tomorrow, and I can see an open spot from the window.”

“OK.”

Jackson wasn't really listening. He'd just arrived home from a grueling ten hour shift at the restaurant (there had been a private event and he'd had to help set up), then nearly an hour commute on a packed train. He didn't even remove his vest and tie before collapsing onto the couch to catch up on episodes of Empire on Hulu. He wasn't moving his butt until it was time to go to bed. Or he had to pee. One of the two.

Ethan returned from moving the car. “Are you going to change?”

“I was thinking of ordering take-out. I'll pay, and you carry it to me from the door.”

“We can't.”

Jackson's face puckered as if wounded. “Why not? I'll let you pick the place.”

“We can't!” Ethan repeated. “Sharon and Tina's kid's birthday party is tonight, remember? We're supposed to go over for a backyard potluck. We're bringing brownies.”

Jackson groaned, rubbing his face with both hands. “Lesbians and their fucking potlucks!”

Ethan pat Jackson's shoulder in sympathy. “We don't have to stay the whole time. I already told Sharon it was a long day for you. But Cam will be here any minute to pick us up, so if you're going to change, you better do so now.”

Jackson sighed dramatically and turned off the TV. “Fine. But if Cam's driving, how are we going to leave whenever we want?”

Ethan rolled his eyes. “You know Cam never stays late. We'll be fine.”

When Jackson emerged from the bedroom in fresh clothes, Ethan was packing the home-baked brownies into an insulated bag so they'd stay warmer.

“Why is this party so late? Why isn't it, like, tomorrow afternoon?” Jackson asked.

Ethan shrugged. “Family party is tonight. Kids party is tomorrow.”

“So we're family?”

Ethan smiled. “We're not kids anymore.”

Jackson made a face, and Ethan chuckled, wrapping his arms around his love and kissing him on the cheek.

“Come on,” he said. “Let's go be family. And we can do more not-kids-anymore stuff when we get home.”

Jackson grinned. “Deal,” he agreed, and they kissed.